To thee Motherland

Move o gentle wind,
move from the west,
and bring my motherland here tonight!

Ah this sky glitters so bright,
and the moment seems almost right,
I feel i'm just home again,
so move o gentle wind,
move from the east,
and bring her here tonight!

Fifty months since i had to leave,
how lonely it is for me to live,
away from those golden fields!
So move o gentle wind,
move from the east,
and bring her here tonight!

Her that sweet smile's shadow,
will light up this dark meadow,
and for a while i would breathe free.
So move o gentle wind,
move from the east,
and bring her here tonight!

Bring along a small thundering cloud,
that rains out aloud and loud,
in this forest of glass and pain.
So move o gentle wind,
move from the east,
and bring her here tonight!

And gather the smell of those roses,
take the path that my mother choses,
coz nothing on the way you'd lose!
So move o gentle wind,
move from the east,
and bring her here tonight!

goodbye

10:29 PM 8/2/2007

The tears have dried
the fears are dead,
i bow my head now
to take the noose,
tonight i want to die.

The blind is drawn
so no more of the shallow dawn;
i forget the sun,
and embrace the night,
tonight i want to die.

The dust on the photoframe,
hides my face;
Nobobody knows me here,
so nobody cries,
tonight i want to die.

Heaven is white and lit,
but there this man is a misfit.
So wish me well
that i sure get a place in hell,
tonight i want to die.

I aint too good,
but aint too bad,
but today i feel a lot sad.
Here take your inch where i stand,
tonight i want to die.

you name it

She moves and with her floating hands
makes ripples in the sky and my heart alike,
she smiles and a thousand flowers bloom
in the deserts and on my face alike.
So by the mountain side washed with snow,
bathed in the golden solar glow,
with her i want to walk along
and write to her my first love song.
And that song i'd sing to her,
and we would dance through the night,
i pray, may the music never fade,
and i always have this orphic shade.
Those dark woods and darker nights,
the painted skies and frozen lights,
i saw them all and lived them all,
the queen of my heart made them all mysteriously befall.
Amen.